Conspiracy of Love

Reverend Ron Campbell
Tarrytown United Methodist Church

June 29, 2003


John 1:1-5; 14; 3:16-17

Today I lift up for your consideration that there's a "Conspiracy of Love" at the heart of life, and it's God who is conspiring for our good out of deep divine love. The dictionary defines conspiracy as an act of conspiring or secret planning to do something unlawful or wrong. And a conspirator is a person who conspires, who joins a plot. I propose to you that God is a conspirator, but one who conspires for good and not for evil.
There is a theory in physics that points to the reality of this conspirator in creation. Brandon Carter, an astrophysicist and cosmologist, introduced this scientific principle, the Anthropic Principle, in 1973 at a gathering of scientists in Poland celebrating the 500th birthday of Copernicus. He contended that any tiny change in creation with the gravitational constant in relation to electro-magnetism would have resulted in a universe with no "middling stars like our sun, which makes human life possible.
Scientist who supports this theory argues for a universe with a definite beginning, which "appeared to be expressly designed for the emergence of human beings." Examining the data of creation he noted that if our container, the earth had been at any time in history 1-2 % hotter-colder, Life, as we know it would not exist! You see the emergence of Life is just too awesome be explained by chance. Science is giving up an atheistic view of the universe, because chance cannot explain what has happened! Science must now make room for divinity! Creation must have been set up from the beginning for life! Many scientists are now conceding that there must be a Conspiracy of Intention in the universe.
The modern world had ruled out the possibility of mystery in creation, but we live in a post-modern world today, a time when modern thinkers now accept the gifts of human intelligence and technological progress, but are also able to integrate the reality of mystery in the universe. The age of enlightenment the modern world, with its emphasis on logic, reasoning, and scientific method emerged out of theological assumptions that God had created a universe that operated on predictable principles. But the modern world took our human ability to reduce life to logic too far, and squeezed out truth that cannot be document in scientific method.
We are still children of the enlightenment, accepting reason and logic as authorities we use to establish our beliefs, but we seem to now understand that enlightenment must include an appreciation for faith having a friendly relationship with secular wisdom. There must still be a place for mystery in life. And this space opens the door for a belief in a real God who has a real relationship with his creation and his creatures.
Rev. Howard Rice/Retired Chaplain of San Francisco Theological Seminary brought this realization home to me at an Austin Presbyterian Theological continuing education seminar in 1995. Dr. Rice was previewing his book, The Pastor as Spiritual Director. He sat in a wheelchair, suffering for twenty years from a form of Multiple-Sarcoidosis (MS). He told his story of being in a hospital, with such a high fever that the doctors feared for his life.
Finally, one doctor wrote a prescription. It said, "Take communion." The moment he took the bread, his fever dramatically broke, the nurse documenting it in the medical log. Through the years, he realized, more and more, that a miracle had occurred. God did a miracle in his life, he was convinced, but it was not about physical healing, otherwise his MS would have been cured. The miracle was about God getting his attention in a specific and real way. You see, he became convinced; the lines between the physical and what we call the spiritual world are dotted. Our universe is open, not closed, to the real presence of God.
I have been privileged to know another giant of faith that also knew that the lines are open between the spiritual world and the physical world. Karl Kirsch, retired Jewish Psychiatrist, incorporated this understanding in the way he approached therapy with his clients. He proposed that we imagine a little outdoor French restaurant with you as the therapist sitting at your own table. Your client is sitting at another table, and God is sitting at a third table. Each of you has your own table and each of you does your own thing. You do your work, but not your client's work. Your client does their work, but not your work. And God does God's work, but not your work or the work of your client.
I like this image of God having a real job to do in creation, God having a table in the same restaurant. But I also like the fact that in this image God lets us be human and have our own table too. Karl Kirsch understood that our universe is open, not closed, to the real presence of God. And in therapy, there is a unique role for the therapist, the client and God. All three of us are in the same restaurant, but each has our own unique contribution to the outcome of life.
Is your universe open to the real presence of the spiritual? Is God real in your life? Is God's presence and care for you real to you? Is God conspiring in your life, moving in unseen ways to influence you for good? Let me caution you not to be too quick or too confident in saying yes, for God's presence remains a mystery. In any particular situation, how can we say with complete conviction that God did this or that God didn't to this? God is not a defensive screen that protects us from all the slings and arrows of outrageous fortune, and God doesn't come running at our beck and call every time we call for his assistance.
To think also, as many people do, that God has a plan for everything, and that plan is so specific that everything that happens is God's action is a form of fatalism that doesn't respect the integrity of human beings as having real responsibility, making real choices, and subject to the consequences of living in a real world. God respects us too much for that. But the question still remains: Is God real in your life? Is God's presence and care for you real to you? Is God conspiring in your life, moving in unseen ways to influence you for good? Don't you from time, usually in looking back over events, really believe that God's hand was present and at work in your life, participating with you and influencing you and others around you? And haven't you felt and believed that God has blessed you in a personal and specific way?
I believe that God's hand is at work in my life, that God has been and is conspiring out of love for me. There's so much evidence for it over my lifetime, but let me mention just one thing. God brought me to Jeri in 1969. I'm convinced it wasn't just an accident that I came to Round Rock to teach and coach and met her and fell in love with Jeri, my wife of thirty-three years. I graduated from Austin College in Sherman and joined the Navy Reserve. I was offered a teaching job at Hurst High School in the Fort Worth area at the early part of the summer. A distant relative called me before I accepted the job and invited me to apply for the head baseball coaching job at Round Rock High School. I told him I wasn't interested as I already had a job at Hurst High School. The next day I went to Ft. Worth to accept the job. After the principal took me to see my room, we went back to the office where he looked over my application again. He noticed for the first time that I was in the Navy Reserve, and would teach only one year before going active duty in the navy. He reconsidered his offer, saying that he needed someone who would be there more than one year, and withdrew his offer for me to teach American History in his school.
I went home without the teaching job, and discouraged about my future for the next year. That very same night I umpired a Junior League baseball game Denison, Texas. One of the coaches was late to the game, so I took an infield fun-go bat and Hit infield for his team to warm them up. As I did so, I thought, "Ummmm, baseball coach…Where is Round Rock? Maybe I should give it a try!" The next day I called and got an interview with the head coach and the superintendent. While in the superintendent's office, accepting the job, I met a teacher/principal, Xenia Voigt, who later became my in-law. Aunt Z went home and said to Jeri, my future wife whom she raised, "Jeri, today I was in Mr. Grisham's office, and I met the cutest little coach!"
The rest is history, but to say that Jeri's parents died young. Her three uncles also died during her high school years. From her family's point of view, I was their answer to prayer. I assumed the role of the only man in their family, which had lost all of their strong men. Maybe this was God's leading, maybe it was not, but I believe there was a conspiracy of love at work in the unfolding of events that brought us together.
Conspiracy of Love: Could it be true? We do have evidence in creation and in our lives that God is real and present in our world. We have evidence from nature, science, and our personal experiences. But it seems the way that we apprehend this holy presence most convincingly, in the deepest parts of our souls, is when we hear the stories of faith and act out the drama of faith through our rituals and sacraments. It's the telling and retelling of the stories of faith, of God's work in creation, in the Hebrew people, God's work in Christ, and in the church, that moves us to belief. It's in the telling and retelling of the stories of how God has reached out in love to his creation and his creatures that moves us to perceive that there is a mysterious conspiracy in the universe with divine origins that is setting life up for us in love.
Walter Brueggemann, theologian, pastor, and a preacher, wrote about the power of telling the story each week from the pulpit in his book, Finally Comes the Poet! He contends that it's in the telling and retelling of the stories of faith in church, the preaching each week in the tradition of the prophets and poets, that keeps us in touch with the life of the gospel and the truth of God. Brueggemann adapted and elaborated the Walt Whitman quote "Now comes the poet," and applied it to the preacher: "After all the seas are crossed, after the great captains and engineers have finished their work. After scientists, noble inventors, the chemists, the geologists, the ethnologists, Finally comes the poet, worthy of that name. The true child of God shall come singing songs!
After the engineer, the inventor, the scientist, the chemist and the ethnologist: after all who control through knowledge, finally comes the poet, the prophet and the preacher. The poet, the prophet and the preacher don't come until the human community has engaged in its best reason and its best management. Then comes the power of poetry, and revelation, and proclamation: the shattering, evocative speech that breaks fixed conclusions and presses us toward what is new and dangerous and toward the truth of God.
And what is the song of the Poet? The true child of God? It sounds something like this: In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God and the Word was God. All things came into being through him, and without him not one thing came into being. What has come into being in him was life, and the life was the light of all people. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness did not overcome it. And the Word became flesh and lived among us, and we have seen his glory, the glory as of a father's only son, full of grace and truth. For God so loved the world that he gave his only Son, so that everyone who believes in him may not perish but may have eternal life. Indeed, God did not send the Son into the world to condemn the world, but in order that the world might be saved through him.
Today I lift up for your consideration that there's a "Conspiracy of Love" at the heart of life, and it's God, our heavenly Father, most clearly revealed to us in Christ Jesus, who is conspiring for our good out of deep divine love.
I'll close with a Story - Parable which illustrates this very powerfully, the truth of divine love in a human story! Rev. Ray Johnson was keynote speaker at the Safari Youth Director training in 1995 in San Antonio. I now relate to you a story he told to him by a parishioner from a church he had pastured a few years before. This was a personal experience that had happened to this man when he was a young boy in a Little League Championship Baseball Game. Now most all of us can relate to Little League Baseball, either as a player, coach or parent. I relate this story from his personal point of view, the names are different, as I can't remember them accurately, and so I am substituting names that are names of my own family.
There were two outs in the last inning. We were one run behind, the bases were loaded, and I came to bat, the worst player and the worst hitter! My coaches and teammates screamed "don't swing! Take the pitch!" But I swung, three times. And all three times, I missed!" I struck out and lost the game! You can visualize the victory yells from the winning side. They mobbed the picture's mound and wildly and loudly celebrated winning the championship. And you can visualize the yells from the losing side, the screams, "O God No! My teammates and parents and fans yelling, "You blew it, you choker, you loser." I ran to bench and covered my head with a towel. I was crying and sobbing.
After all the screaming and yelling, I heard a familiar voice, the voice of my dad. He yelled "The game's not over! Johnny, you're up! Get your bat! I uncovered my head to see my family in field. I got my bat and went to the batter's box again. My dad scooted in and pitched to me underhanded. I swung, this time hitting the ball on the ground to the second baseman, my sister Sarah. I ran to first base. The ball went through Sarah's legs into right field. I ran to second. My uncle Jay threw the ball high over the shortstop's head, Mama Forrest. It went to left field as I ran on to third base. The left fielder, Papa Campbell threw the ball to the third baseman, my cousin Jack. He bobbled the ball and it rolled toward the dugout on the third base line, as I raced toward home plate. The throw by my cousin was a little high, as I just barely slide over the plate, SAFE AT HOME!
My family ran to me and carried me off the field on their shoulders a hero, the winner of the game! That day I knew something special had happened, but as the years have gone by, I have realized more and more what a gift of love I was given that day! I had been the recipient of a Conspiracy of Love: Not unlike the way God conspires to love you and me with a love that will never end even until we are safe a home!"
Theoretical physicists know that the creation itself is a setup from the start for
life, and from Biblical revelation we know that God established the conditions for us to be loved from the beginning of time. In the Gospel of John we are given the key to understanding this Conspiracy of love: "For God so loved the world He gave His only son that we might have life."

Let us pray: God, thank you for creating the container we call life that we might enjoy being human, with all that that means. And thank you for revealing yourself to us in nature, in our experience, in the stories of faith, and most importantly in the revelation of yourself in Jesus Christ. And thank you for not deserting us, for participating in our lives, and for conspiring to love us even when we are not aware of it." Amen